I grew up with an atheist father and my mom was very neutral not having many beliefs besides what her catholic grandparents taught her. My parents were very loving and very open to me & my brother going to church. Through the years we would have friends from school invite us to church and we would go and loved it but it was never consistent and I never understood the need to have a personal relationship with Jesus. It did however plant seeds in my life.
I grew up with an atheist father and my mom was very neutral not having many beliefs besides what her catholic grandparents taught her. My parents were very loving and very open to me & my brother going to church. Through the years we would have friends from school invite us to church and we would go and loved it but it was never consistent and I never understood the need to have a personal relationship with Jesus. It did however plant seeds in my life.
Fast forward to when I was 18 I developed an ovarian disease and was told I could never have children. I spiraled and got extremely depressed and wanted to kill myself not to mention all the demonic voices around me. To âheal myselfâ because I was so desperate I turned to new age beliefs. I practiced new age for a few years and the demonic activity got extremely strong. I say God allowed me to see the darkness so I could really appreciate the light once I was saved.
I had a friend from work start to share the gospel with me often and even email me gospel songs and she sent me scripture, I also married my husband around this time and he & his family were Christianâs. They began to pray for me. To make this shorter I was in my living room one day doing yoga, and as I was laying on the ground a demonic force grabbed me by the neck and held me there. All I could do was call on the name of Jesus. In that moment I felt darkness rush out of my house. I threw away all my new age stuff and began watching sermons online!! I was saved in 2017! It has been a long journey but a beautiful one. I think because I was surrounded by darkness for so long and very sensitive I am also pretty aware of the demonic still attached to other people. Itâs opened my eyes and helped me understand the spiritual warfare we are truly in.
I am so blessed! And so thankful for Jesus saving me! Iâve also been blessed to have two children! Iâll share some of my dreams and visions soon â„ïž God bless
